All said but done

Even after so much time and so much happening during this course, I feel am going in circles where I start to solve something and end being the same. While writing this post all that comes to my mind is the numerous times you telling me how much you have changed, how much you have endured and what you go through just for me. Your list was so long that I found mine meek and unmentionable. But the truth is even I have changed just for you. You say I dont talk much but the very little conversation that I have with you is the longest that I have spoken in the entire day. You might not notice because your expectations are high and my progress is low. I dont know when but I do have one wish of making you feel content about having me, that this is the one, my perfect boy and I wanted him just like this, before I breath my last.
Insha'Allah