We all have a dreamy state

All I ask for is peace. There is too much happening around at the moment. There is panic and urgency and at the same time I have to be resilient. There are things undone which should have been done by now and there are things undone about which nothing can be done now. Adding to it every other day I am being reminded that I am the criminal of someone's life. Things that person has gone through and things that person has done are all because I made it that way. Saying things was a freedom that doesnt exist now. At times I feel I dont have a choice. If I say no to it then I am wrong, if I say yes to it but dont do it the way person then I am wrong then what is left?
If I suppose I am leading as a normal a life as anyone else then most probably we all live in a dreamy state where we think we are the owners of our life but we are not.