Somethings are such which strike you right to the core. It is never about the big things in life because we have in one or the other imagined ourselves in that situation and know a way out. The small things, the minute details, things which we never thought of or never cared about drop us into situations from which we do not know a way out. Today she went with her friend to the market, as she wanted to buy a farewell gift for her boyfriend.
I asked her "Who would she buy a farewell gift?"
She said "Yash, obviously they wont be meeting once all of this gets over."
I asked "Why they wont meet?"
and all she replied was "How?"
She continued speaking " Yash think yourself how will we meet, back in your hometown we never meet because there is always a chance of getting caught. We dont know ourselves where we will be once college gets over"
All of this struck me like an arrow which passes just pressing through your heart. A wound so deadly that you cannot survive but at the same time it also so certain that you are not granted an instant death.
Any meeting, any hug, any kiss might just be the last one we ever had.
Maybe the next time we meet might be the last time we meet ever.
All of this is just eating me from inside. All that fear,fear of losing love, fear of losing you.
I dont know what to do. Turn heavens and hell upside down. Take steps ahead or just wait for something to happen. Something that comes and tell me everything is all right. How does one go about it?
All I know is I dont want an end to it. Every time I think of doing something, there are a few things which keep popping up letting down everything.
Usually famous quotes are true but I do not want this one to be
"A love story is not a love story until it is not incomplete"
But I do not want ours to be such. A life without you will be incomplete and I have no idea what happens next to the moment we part.
Hope our story ends in a perfect manner
It does not matter if for the rest of the life we keep on fighting for 23 hours a day because WE both know that, that one hour when we wont fight will be the best thing that has ever happened to us in our lives.
No matter what you do not leave me and I dont leave you,
No matter what whether I have to move across continents to meet you
I will be there, always
I asked her "Who would she buy a farewell gift?"
She said "Yash, obviously they wont be meeting once all of this gets over."
I asked "Why they wont meet?"
and all she replied was "How?"
She continued speaking " Yash think yourself how will we meet, back in your hometown we never meet because there is always a chance of getting caught. We dont know ourselves where we will be once college gets over"
All of this struck me like an arrow which passes just pressing through your heart. A wound so deadly that you cannot survive but at the same time it also so certain that you are not granted an instant death.
Any meeting, any hug, any kiss might just be the last one we ever had.
Maybe the next time we meet might be the last time we meet ever.
All of this is just eating me from inside. All that fear,fear of losing love, fear of losing you.
I dont know what to do. Turn heavens and hell upside down. Take steps ahead or just wait for something to happen. Something that comes and tell me everything is all right. How does one go about it?
All I know is I dont want an end to it. Every time I think of doing something, there are a few things which keep popping up letting down everything.
Usually famous quotes are true but I do not want this one to be
"A love story is not a love story until it is not incomplete"
But I do not want ours to be such. A life without you will be incomplete and I have no idea what happens next to the moment we part.
Hope our story ends in a perfect manner
It does not matter if for the rest of the life we keep on fighting for 23 hours a day because WE both know that, that one hour when we wont fight will be the best thing that has ever happened to us in our lives.
No matter what you do not leave me and I dont leave you,
No matter what whether I have to move across continents to meet you
I will be there, always
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